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Uhm... *waves*? :P
I don't think someone will read this or remember me, lol, but I passed by and I've read the last post here (2007 O_o)... famous last words? :P So I'd like to have a real "goodbye" (or not) post.

I know it was bad to disappear this way, sorry, but I left LJ and much later, when I opened a new account, I wanted to use it to write in Italian, so I just added some of my Italian friends. I guess I tried to come back here as well but it didn't work; Then with time I started using that other one for everything and tried with english again.

Anyway maybe I'll still check here sometimes, from now on (that's why I won't defriend anyone!)

My life changed and so some of my FandomS, but if someone is interested to "meet" me again, by chance, well, drop me a comment here or a private message and I'll let you know the new LJ-name :) (maybe you found it around already ;)) (btw, comments are screened*)

If not, Thank you for the great time we had during those years with this LJ... I hope you'll have a good life :)

*EDIT TO ADD: Thank you for all the answers ♥ I'm happy to read you again! I'll answer and then screen comments again or I'll friend you in the new LJ and write you a pm asap :))

Raffie
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uhm... *waves*
Just to show you this is not (anymore XD) a dead journal... I'm sorry I really disappeared this time but I intend to come back and try and use LJ again XD
I hope you're all ok, and I hope I can catch up with your lives and start chatting again. Does someone remember me? ;DDD
Oh, anyway, I still follow more or less the same FandomS, and something more of course ;p

hugs!

I'm feeling: okay okay
I'm listening to: 30stm, stronger

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Best episode ever *_____________* I couldn't love them all more... That's it XD I'll make a review under the cut as soon as I can or as soon my brain will function properly again, lol.

Yeah *waves* I came back, Asylum Con was really amazing and Jensen even more ♥
(thank you girls for being there with me and for everything!) Report (with my pics with Jensen) and thanks asap too... and answers to comments, in the previous post as I promised as well. ;)

But now I just had to write those few words 'cause I'm still speechless and incoherent and and... OMG. OMG!! *cries*... As some of you already said, it will be a long summer..... ;p

*hugs flist*

I'm feeling: touched touched
I'm listening to: Carry On My Wayward Son - Kansas

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Hi!! Look who's there... yes, I'm alive, I think this time I disappeared for much much longer... sorry ^^' I hope you're all ok and everything is well in your life and your Fandoms! I'm ok, really busy and a bit stressed, and as usual always around... but.. in Love, and happy with my Gin. ♥ ;)
I'm sorry I didn't read your LjS and sorry I didn't comment or answered to something here in the last entries... I promise this time I'll do it and I'll say hello to everyone! ;D

I was in Liverpool to see 30STM and it was an amazing show... first row, "broken" bones (thanks to Jared standing ON me, too :p) but it was worth it. I'm sorry they played less self-titled than in Manchester and London... but Modern Myth was a really big surprise, wow. In general they were REALLY great, big energy (and I can finally see well Shannon rock!), I missed Matt a lot but I can say I like Tim, really good! Less happy about the audience, but you can't have everything, lol. Uhm, there's a lot more to say but I'm not used anymore to write much here, so... yeah... ;) I know some of you were there too, I think I saw some known faces among the usual people I always see, queueing and after, outside the venue and at the tour bus around Shannon to make pics and to chat like us (always kind and down to earth these boys!), but I wasn't sure at all... I hope for next time. Now there will be Pisa and Milan, Italy at last, you're all welcome here!!
I want to thank all the wonderful people who shared that great day with me and hug tight my Ginny who at the last minute couldn't come :( I missed her too much. And Tomo missed her too, I'm absolutely SURE. ;P *giggles*

What next!
WHO WILL BE IN COVENTRY TO THE ASYLUM CONVENTION? :))
I already know some of you will be there, we already spoke about it some months ago and then I went MIA, so... Let me know and update me! I'd be happy to see you!
I'm sorry I won't see Jensen and Jared together, I was hoping to :( But I booked for Jensen above all, so I can't really wait anyway and I'm sure they'll be amazing days. I have to work like crazy to go away all those day, Liverpool, and then Coventry, and so on... but it's worth it ;p

Ok... see you soon.. or not... but *hugs you all* ♥

I'm feeling: crazy yeah

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Goodbye Matt :( I wish you all the best... but... We'll miss you so much...



Ey everyone... I know I'm always away, but I promise I'll be back sooner or later...
I miss you all, from every Fandom, everyone, old or new. I hope you're all ok!

*hugs*

I'm feeling: sad sad
I'm listening to: modern myth - goodbyeeeeee... goodbyeeeee....

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Hi everyone!
I'm alive, I'm back from Manchester and London where I was for two amazing and unforgettable 30 Seconds To Mars concerts... I'm still sooo tired but it was so fucking worth it I don't have the words! The shows were amazing, never seen and listened to anything better... the guys on stage were incredible and the music was just like I dreamed! There were some songs that I never thought I'd hear live with my own ears and instead I did... I can't even begin to explain how I felt :D And I can't forget how much wonderful and kind the boys were with us all, as well... never been so close to someone I admire as I was with them! They talked to us (and YES I said some words to them, this time, YES, in english! lol... not much ok but at least not like all the other time I met someone, hihi) and made pics with everyone, for hours after the shows, they were really with us like a big family and they were really happy to do it so I won't stop to thank them for all this :D Last but not least I won't stop to thank the amazing people I met, the european echelon, all the fellow amazing Italian Echelons and above all the ones who were with me: thank you so much girls for being there, for all the fun, for these amazing days that already became some of the better days of my life :D And you know what? I can't already wait for April... yes, 'cause I'll go again and again and again and again ;)

Sooner or Later I'll post my pics with Matt, Tomo, Shannon and Jared... even if I want to manip them to cover my face! hahaha! Never seen anything more terrible ;) I'll tell more as well, as soon as I can or I find the energy. For now just a little thing I made with some of the pics I have, to use it like signature... 'cause they're little and you can't see my face well XD haha.



For some pics of the two great shows I'll send you to chainer_morganaGinny's Lj Here : she took some really beautiful ones :D Thanks luv, our wonderful "official photographer" (even Matt knows this LOL). Ok now I'm off! I came back friday night and worked yesterday evening and today too so I still have to sleep a bit and recover... sooner or later I'll come back to this world... maybe ;P

I hope you're all ok!
*HUGS flist*

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I'm listening to: 30STM, Echelon

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Hi there!!! Just wanted to let you know that I'm alive... How are you??
I hope the new year started at the best to everyone of you ♥

After all the lunches and dinners with relatives, a travel to see Morry and Laz (thanks sweeties for the great days even if I hope to be with you longer next time! And I'm sorry beba & Pi I couldn't say hello to you too) and an amazing new year's eve with my Ginny (*loves* ♥ - I'll make a separate post for that asap ;p) I was really busy again... 'cause I have a new job (that I like a lot - I'll explain better sooner or later). Tomorrow, since I substituted a girl with the flu as well, is my only free day for this week, so I hope to keep up with my flist and everything and all of you... even if I have to go out too ;) If I'm missing anything important about you, please tell me here?

So in the end... sorry AS USUAL if I'm not reading and commenting.
I miss you and I hope to be back for real asap! Don't forget me ;) lol.

*smooches and hugs you all*

P.S.: Thank You for all the cards you sent me! They were all beautiful. I hope to say thank you properly to each one of you asap!
P.S.2: I love so much this pic! Jensen&Jared *_*

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Current Location: my bed ;)
I'm feeling: busy busy
I'm listening to: SN soundtrack

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I'm sorry I'm so very late, but I couldn't do it before and I was away all day with relatives and lunchs and dinners and yadda yadda... I'm really exhausted but tomorrow I'll do it again lol... Anyway, since it's, technically, still THE day...

Merry Christmas!


I hope you had a great day... and May this Christmas bring you all happiness and love!!
(in a certain way, I can say it has, to me ♥)

Thanks everyone in my flist for being in my life this year, since it's almost at its end ;)
And Thanks for all the wishes!

*hugs tightly* ♥

("I'm dreaming of the right Christmas..." - for everyone...
From 30STM's 'Santa Claus through the back door')

I'm feeling: tired tired
I'm listening to: The silence of my home, finally *_*

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Hey, I'm alive XD I sort of disappeared and I couldn't even read my flist AT ALL, never had so much to catch up... I'd have too much to tell, so let's just hope you're all ok and sooner or later I'll keep up with comments and everything or at least I'll try... if I missed something important about you or such, please can you link it here?. In other news... been busy with many things and two of them are fandom related... So it's time I speak about them here :D

# 1: Probably I'll be to some 30 Seconds To Mars concerts in Europe!! YAY OMG! I can't believe I can FINALLY see them live, with my Echelons!! For now we booked London and Manchester, January 31 and February 1... we just hope we have more official details 'cause we want to do Paris on Feb 2 too. There will probably be a date in Utrecht too, near Amsterdam if I'm not wrong, for who's interested. At the time I'm writing surely all of you already know everything, but well... More here, here, and here in the Italian Echelon Forum (we're organizing everything all together). Btw, I WANT OFFICIAL WORDS, fuck!! :P B But well, I'll be patient :P

Is anyone in my flist going and I don't know about it? Let me know :)

# 2: I'll be to the Asylum Convention in May!! (the Supernatural and Smallville Con)
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! JENSEN and Jared, here we come *____*
I can't believe it and I already can't wait to see all my friends and be there, I'm sure they'll be amazing days and omg, did I mention JENSEN? *dies* We already booked tickets and hotel, so I'm calmer with this one, at least we know everything XD
(BTW, from [info]asylum_con: "As of now we have 435 tickets sold; our original limit was 400, due to the demand and support shown we will increase our ticket numbers to a final limit of 600.")

Except who I already know (yay!), who else will be there, flist? :D I hope to see you all.

Ok... now I'll stop squeeing and I'll go back doing all the other millions things I have to do... like try and read my flist, do more Christmas shopping for presents all around (I'm almost broke, rotfl) and more serious things I don't want to speak about now ;) Today it's almost the first day I'm at home in the last two weeks I think XD But I'm ok, more or less ;).

Hugs all around ♥

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Supernatural is back, yay, and me too XD I'm just really busy, but I'm ok. :) Missed you all! *hugs*
(well I have an headache, and again a bit of fever this week, but I hope I'll be ok soon... also, 'cause saturday I HAVE TO go to Milan for the BuffyCon like every year... *crosses fingers*)
Too many things to tell... I'll do it asap, and I'll read my flist and I'll comment and everything ;)

Now... My fucking program died and I couldn't see the end of the episode!!!! Just THAT, you know?? *screams* I really can't believe it *kicks it* Please can someone just tell me...
Spoiler )
Night everyone ;)

[Edit: I've read it... I think... Kripke I hate love hate you, LOL :p
Edit2: Thanks lostandalone22! :) (*still cries*)]

I'm feeling: frustrated frustrated

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#1 First of all, I'm obsessed with the new 30STM vid, From Yesterday... it's a masterpiece, so beautiful, intense and well done, I have no words (and [info]chainer_morgana said enough for everyone, read her, I'm lazy XD). If you don't know them but you loved "The Kill", don't miss this!! *__* You can found it Here, Here, Here, or Qui (nel forum Italiano). Some Animations *_*

#2 These days I re-read lots lots of Spike (from BtvS) fics, Spangel above all... it was so strange to read something from a Fandom I had sooo many years ago, almost my first real slash pairing then (I was a Spuffy shipper but the Slash conquered me there too :P). Reading those fics I realized: that Fandom was sooooo Kinky! Really, you know how much I love kink and bondage and handcuffs and everything but those vampires? They made me feel really vanilla lol! Ok, if I 'grew up' in the Slash world with these two, that's why I'm this way XD Of course, they're vampires, how could we doubt *giggles* And I kept thinking about the fact they're CANON now, since Joss Whedon himself in a interview said "You know, um, I just wanna say Angel and Spike, they were hanging out, uh, for years and years and years, they were in, you know, all kinds of deviant, they were vampires... Are we thinking they never...? Come on, people. I'm just sayin'. I'm just sayin'. You know, they're open-minded guys." Had I known when I was still deep in that fandom, I would have screamed of joy singing 'who's next?' XD
Speaking of BtvS, in this post you can download a great Dean/Faith vid, with 30STM's 'Battle of One' :D I love that song and I had to post this 'cause... my Fandoms collide XD.
Then, you know Dean/Sam are my first OTP ♥ but someone knows well how much I love Faith and my dream is too see Eliza on the show, at least as guest star like Amber Benson *_*

#3 I read that PJ won't do "The Hobbit"... I was so sad about it! "We got to go there - but not back again ..." :( Someone said we should still have hopes, let's see...

#4 Supernatural Holidays Icons...
Just 'cause this year I can't wait for Christmas, I feel it already in the air :D *happy sigh*

#5 Saturday chainer_morganaGin and I saw Marie Antoinette and, even if the movie wasn't so great, Kirsten was AMAZING *__* And yeah I read around the gossip about her and Orlando, well it wouldn't be bad IF it was true, I like her a lot, I always say it XD. (Some Kiki Pics :D)

#6 Surely you already know: New HP Trailer :D I found it Here... Thanks Laz!

I'm surely forgetting something... anyway I had a bit of fever and was in bed most of the time so I don't have much more to say... I didn't comment around and honestly didn't read my flist either, I had just the energy to lay there and lazily read fics waiting for the headache to pass... I feel better now and I'll try and keep up with everything :D Then I have to be full of energy 'cause thursday Gin, Fra and I will have a wonderful Supernatural evening, even without new episode (*pouts*). Can't wait! I hope you're all ok, btw. :) I'll answer to comments around asap...

p.s. *sends love to my chainer_morganaGin* just because :) ♥

*hugs you all*

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I'm feeling: contemplative contemplative

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Things I loved in "Crossroad Blues"... how about everything? lol, no, that was already last week XD So, let's try, reeeally random as usual and not exactly in chronological order...

Spoiler cut! )

So, as usual I'm SURELY forgetting something but anyway... Amazing episode this time too! I love so much this season, it's blowing me away! And then.... OMG that promo/preview!!!!!
*dies* *dies* *dies* )

Now I'm going read my flist and then later get ready for this evening, I'll go out with Gin and some friends of her... If I'm not here in the next days, have a nice weekend everyone! XD
*HUGS*

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Just to let you know I didn't forget our boy *loves* I just dedicate less time to squeeing about him 'cause my mind is busy, when not with real life (good things ♥), with Supernatural and Jared and Jensen, but fear not, my Orli sisters and fellow Orlando fans, I'm not leaving him! (not that anyone was worried I think, lol, but well...). I'm still reading about him, looking for pics, and everything... I still love him :D I always had many fandoms but he'll always have a place ;) Anyway, why this post, just 'cause I noticed I haven't make an entry about him in a while and *gasp* it's not right for me! But I'm sure every pic I'd post would be old, even those ones with him with new clothes omg are already everywhere and then I surely missed something... So, SPAM ME? :D Post in the comments your favorite (recent) pic (or picS, I won't complain XD) of our boy, please! Give me an Orlando overload to make me remember how much I love him... to set back on the straight way an unfaithful fan XD LOL. I'm sure my lovely Orli Sisters will be the first ones to answer the call ♥

I'll post this one I saw in [info]alles_aus_liebe's lj some days ago, from Haven *_*


And... )

Have a nice weekend everyone! *HUGS*

p.s. It has nothing to do with this post but... I soooo need a handcuffed!Dean icon XD
If someone has links, please, let me know *bats eyelashes*

*off to answer to some comments here and there...*

I'm feeling: thoughtful thoughtful
I'm listening to: 30 Seconds To Mars

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...about SN 2x07 'The usual Suspects' ;)
(yes me again, but bear with me, it's friday XD)

Something that makes me think of wee!Sam and wee!Dean...
Spoiler cut... )

And, speaking of not exactly cute things... *g*
There will be looots of caps around today, but I HAD to cap and clear a bit THIS myself *__*

Spoiler cut, to the caps... )

Ok, now I'll stop spamming you for today! *waves*

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*is happy tonight*

As usual, for now just reeeally random things I loved! (I always say that, then I just edit something here... *waits for tomorrow for a better version of the episode and be more lucid* ;))

Love, love, love... )

Now I can go to bed ;) (comments asap in the other entries too I promise! ^^')
*hugs flist*

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Just two words 'cause I'm too sleepy (I'm almost already sleeping :P) to say more for now, and as usual I didn't watch everything 'cause the program didn't work well this time either and I have to wait tomorrow morning, but well just need to get it out:

just two words )

*goes to bed*

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Yes, me again... There are new pics, behind the scenes from 'Simon Said'...
But I HAD TO post this cropped particular: Look behind Jensen (hot as usual)... *LMAO*!! Jared, what did you do to your hair?? Pigtails? With that pink thing? With those glasses then, the final touch XD I have to say he's really cute anyway but... *can't stop laughing, I'll die*!

How much I love these boys... ♥ :P (Click on the pic to see it bigger and full.)


You can find all the pics on supernaturalcentral.com and dean_sam :)

I'm feeling: amused amused

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I always used this marnanel joule thing to follow who friended and defriended me, but now it's gone :( It was offline the last days and now it gives a 404 error. *edit: I wrote to the address I found in the site and they told me the machine failed and even if they've repaired it they don't know if the person who configured the service will want to restore Joule or not.
So, Do you use something similar to follow your flist changes? Yeah, I know there's semagic too I can use, but that thing was faster and I don't know, better, maybe it's just out of habit... and I liked the chart that showed the people who friended me, there were years of names, from when I opened my lj too, it was history *sigh* Anyway, Thanks in advance for any info! :)

Now, some random pics just because :D (out of the cut, 'cause they're small: click for bigger for the first one) I already posted this but I wanted to see it again, can you blame me? *g* *dies*



And this one 'cause he's tooooo cute! ♥
(I don't know where I found it, anyway it's from the Project Teddy Bear for donations for cancer, if I'm not wrong I already saw Sean Bean and maybe Viggo and others with it :))



Later! *goes to read flist* (still didn't today, comments too asap ;))

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I'm listening to: 30STM

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I'm just passing by and in a hurry as usual 'cause this evening I'll go out with my chainer_morganaGin, juicy_sweet84Fra and lilithhLilith to the 'Ghost Tour', something they're organizing here in Genoa, around our alleys visiting ghost places, lol XD Soo, see you later or tomorrow!
(if we're still alive, knowing genoa's alleys and not for ghosts ahah! *giggles*)
we'll call dean and sam to save us XD

*hugs flist*

I'm feeling: busy busy

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OMG I'm dead again *__* (it happens a lot lately :P) They're so hot I have no words!
Above all, there's something about the first one that kills me... the posture, the faces... and the second one too, the arms, eyes... lipsss... I like a lot them all ok :p
Click for BIGGER, as always... And join me in heaven XD



More and bigger )

Thanks sn_daily and supernaturalcentral.com :D

p.s. Join [info]priest_kink!! *points to the pic of my moodtheme* *g* You know you want to! /pimps

Too sleepy to say more, so for now just: 'Night!
(For the same reason, answer to comments in the last post too, as usual, asap...)
*drools some more on the pics and then goes to bed*

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Raffie
Name: Raffie
Website: Raffieverse
Songs in my mind...
Kiss the rain
Whenever you need me
Kiss the rain
Whenever I'm gone too long
Keep in mind
we're under the same sky...
Kiss the rain!
~*~

Apocalyptic and insane my dreams will never change...
It's not a matter
of luck, it's just
a matter of time...
Stand out
on the edge of the earth
Dive into
the center of fate
Walk right
inside of the gun
Look into
the new future's face
~*~

Sometimes I get a feeling,
Deep in my soul
Sometimes I get a feeling,
I just can't control
Sometimes I get a feeling,
Deep in my heart
It's such a feeling that I know we'll never part...
~*~

'Cause every time
we touch,
I get this feeling
And every time we kiss,
I swear I can fly...
Need you by my side,
I can't let you go,
Want you in my life
~*~

So close,
no matter how far
Couldn't be much more
from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters
~*~
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